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so once again its a new day and i'm at a loss once again. i see the dead end @ the end of my tunnel and i know if i go fast enough i can break through it. so i just got back from a ride just now, which is a thrill in it self but i seem to be wanting more. though speed satiates my appetite, i'm still hungry! so many thoughts can run through your head when your all alone on the road. you sure can think of the most obscure things when all you hear is yourself and the wind. but yah i got to thinking about back to the future (also i read someone's thing just now), out of everyone that knows me – would you ever go back in time and change the future so that the outcome of something would be different ( i know i just stated the obvious). when i think about that sometimes i want to change so many things in my life that went (according to me) wrong. but then i think to myself that i dont want to change a thing, because i know that those things are what made me the person that i am today. though i'm not the most perfect person (and i know i sometimes claim to be gods gift to women), i can finally accept that this is who i am going to be. and as for the people around me and who choose to be close to me, they accept me for my imperfections as well as the good stuff. i know this entry seemed off the wall and i know no one reads my stuff anymore aside from myself. but i just need to get this down somewhere, because this is the randomness that i was thinking of. anyways i wont be having a computer @ home for awhile so as for my futile attempts of keeping up with this, i'm not quite sure i'll be able to.
so this is me signing out, partner.
p.s.
never will it stop – the thoughts – the feelings – the things that happen
because i am whatever you say i am
and if i wasnt then i am |
