the JR ≥ SAGA∙∙∙∙LOG Life is RANDUMB and I'm Lost & Working on it...

ok so lately i have been finding myself completely and utterly a chicken shit when it comes to cute (well more than cute… but dam near roll the dice for girls) and nice girls that pretty much have everything going for them.

i can deal with the club rats and the date-arounds but i just cant seem to talk to a girl who seems very nice and has one of those gosh peace on earth type personalities and everyone loves me type of girls.

like right now there is this girl that we always exchange smiles and simple pleasantries and what not but i just get all choked up when it comes to laying down the game, i dont what the deal is. o well she only like has a month left before she is no longer within my agro range (MMOs still follow). maybe its the fact that i see her at my office on a weekly basis and the fear of being ridiculed by my co-workers (which happen to be my family).

o well tomorrow is another day and next friday is another chance. hopefully next time i talk about her i might make some strides towards making intelligent conversation.

i guess we will have to see, maybe i’ll qik the conversation and then we can get some commentary going and we can see the downfalls or triumphs.