so i’ve been bored lately and have had some serious mental blocks in terms what i am doing with my day to day… you get to a point where you just cant be a fucking vegetable and be me basically….
so i was bored and was trolling around my chosen social network and decided to post a bulletin which said:
on the real…. why cant i meet a cool down to earth girl…. not a lil hoochie mama with no substance… i know i shouldnt be talking since i look like a bum most of the places i go…. and to be honest i dont really want to go trolling around the clubs anymore, since all the girls i met there are of 2-types of bitchy(with a couple exceptions and 1 of them just wont give me the time of day) but i guess i do know which buttons to mash and in which sequence to activate bitch-tastic mode…. hahaha…. i just needed that very public avenue to vent….
as a side bar…. if your 33 years old(as of today) and was never really into “people” networks (i.e. facebook) what do you think would compel you to start that account…. wow thats even more random than usual… additional comments to this bulletin would be appreciated.
- surprisingly enough i did receive comments
- surprisingly enough i didnt receive the attention that i really wanted
- surprisingly enough i am still bored and now have 5 additional friends on my social network which i will systematically delete just to fuck with them… haha evil @ core.
lets just say social networks dont seem to help equate to improved social lives, i find things are much easier to write the typical bull shit on a daily now as compared to when i first started all this bloggishness. it seems to be my only connection to the strangers of this world. because if i wasnt doing this then i would be racking my head trying to write a proposal for a surveillance system that i cant seem to put down into words… i thought by writing, it would motivate me even more to work hard….
hmmm lets do a daily journal entry now:
today is 04.29.2008 in the late morning
dear diary,
last night went out with some potential funders and we had dinner, ate to much and didnt get to sleep til 330 in the AM…
the end.
i havent worked out in about a week and 0.5 days and yes goals of being the skinny fuck have been put on the back burner since work provides enough stress related weight loss as it is… but i think i kind of prefer to be the fat fuck…. thats just cool.
well my brain is racked and i need to do some other mindless activity and hopefully jump start my brain to complete these dam tasks at hand.
late.
social networks suck at enhancing social lives (for anyone that has a genuine life) however globus agrees they are great at fucking with people. the whole facebook fuck with ex concept is one globus is greatly, and viciously, enjoying