the JR ≥ SAGA∙∙∙∙LOG Life is RANDUMB and I'm Lost & Working on it...

So since I last updated this damn thing, its been a complete 180 in terms of the family issues I was having. But everything else is still up in the air in terms of my personal life extending out from the family life that I have…

In 2 weeks I have been able to figure out nothing for myself… I am pretty much just a drone that wakes up in the morning and has break fast then goes to work and sits and surfs the internet then has lunch and surfs the net some more then goes to the GYM (I feel very good about myself, since the start of going back to the GYM i’ve lost about 18lbs) then go home have dinner and then proceed to get horizontal until i rinse and repeat.

It looks like I am getting into a new business venture out here, hopefully this affords me to gain more drive in my life and really find my place in this big big world… Even though I just wrote that last sentence and find it compellingly retarded, it is all but true… So I guess I am just a retard of sort.

Again I have lost something to think about and transfer to this dam blog thing, pretty soon I am just going to keep a journal of everything I do on an hourly basis… wow this would really get boring.

But as a lasting note, I will quotes that I like from now on.

• It is on our failures that we base a new and different and better success.
  • Havelock Ellis